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In my 20s, I became acquainted with someone who eventually became a mentor to me. Apparently he also was seeking advice from me when we met – which I didn’t realize – and he ended up attending classes where I was. He also got married in the months between my meeting him and then seeing him at school … to a widow with two daughters, whom he had just started dating when we first met. I became sort of a fixture in the family, like another son. And the sisters loved me too, so t

I always had a little girl personality. It wasn’t always recognized, probably because people didn’t really want to. Even I didn’t want to for a long time. When I was very little, people always mistook me for a little girl, because I had fair skin and was “pretty”. That actually lasted for a long time, because I was always shorter and lighter than all the other kids in my school grades – even the girls. When I started going to school, I very naturally played with the girls

Chapter 1: An Enigma I had a close friend once who referred to me as an “enigma”. At the time I wasn’t sure what that was other than a German band who had a really popular New Age song! But it seemed she was not insulting me, so I smiled and played along. Later, I learned an enigma is something that is puzzling – but more so, it is puzzling because there is something present in it that is unexpected. I am a Christian and I will make no bones nor pull any punches regarding t

It started with a teenager – a boy who knew he was different from others. “Not normal,” is what some would say. He liked to wear diapers and drink from bottles and crawl on the floor. He longed for a crib. Anything baby was interesting to him. He hid it all because he knew it wasn’t normal and he must be the only one who was crazy like that. He found out that he wasn’t alone – there were others just like him! They were called adult babies. He couldn’t find out a lot at firs